I thought John was just too compassionate as a vampire, I didn't really see the alpha side of him that I was hoping to see, "ah, Sarah. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry I wasn't upfront earlier. But I'm not sorry for loving you. You're the best thing to happen in my life. Can you ever forgive me?" I mean there was some possessiveness there just not a lot of alpha in him, "he closed his eyes. Rage boiled inside him. That man had done nothing but hurt her from the day they met. "I knew I should have killed him." The book was an alright read for me.